The Pissed Off Thread

[spamwichx]

I'm so pissed off. At myself and at my mother. Mainly because of university. I didn't go in today, which pissed her off. It's understandable, but she doesn't talk to me about it.. she just talks AT me and mocks me. Saying I'll end up borrowing money from my sister or saying I wont have a career. I understand that she's upset with me that I've missed univeristy, but she never asks me why, ust outs it down to laziness, which it's not. The reason is that I'm scared. I'm scread of everyone elses talent in my classes. Everyone else can draw better than me, has a better understanding of photoshop/general photography and I feel like an idiot the whole time, which puts me off going. I'm constantly pissed off at myself for not wanting to go, or being late all the time, not having enough money to fund my course. Basically finding it tough all round and she doesn't notice. I haven't told her before now because she's always worrying about my sister, who has a whole catolog of issues. But I've tried sending out sublte hints, which never worked, so I sent her a message just now. She hasn't replied yet though.

Good girl for telling her. You need to tell her how you feel.
Also, I think you should have a chat to your lecturer or whoever, he/she might give you some motivation to do it. I think your art is pretty cool

To your mum mocking you, join the club. I get that all the time from all of my family. It's annoying. I don't seem too happy at home. :\

I hate everything right now.

I hate you back lol jk
how come?

[Daniel_Rider]

It's just that on top of all my already preexisting issues that I can usually keep a decent handle on, nothing is going my way today. ****, I can't even eat anything because of a string of unfortunate events that my Facebook friends know about.

[staceylala]

Thanks guys, I spoke to my mum and I think she realised that even thuogh I'm very indepedant, sometimes I needa little push.

[piroteki]

@stacey: it sucks, but that's how it is. as an artist, or even as anything, there's always going to be someone who's better than you at something else. don't shrink from it. recognize that it's just a matter of different strengths. you can learn from them and they can learn from you. that's part of the point of going to class/uni. it's not a competition, after all!

just keep on keepin' on. if it helps, pull out some old work and look at how much you've progressed since. it doesn't seem like it at the time, but you really do make improvements.

lastly, i just saw this on tumblr:

Who is that little bugger in your head? You know who I’m talking about. The little guy who tells you you’re not talented. The bastard who spits in your face and reminds you that you’ll never make anything of yourself. Some other person has done what you want to do and they did it better. Surely if you put yourself out there people will think you suck. Whoever or whatever that voice is politely tell them to go away. You’ve no time for them anymore. You’re too busy making big things happen. Too much time is needed to feel happy and energetic. Life has gotten far too jam-packed with blessings. You just can’t find the time to listen to his ranting and raving now or probably ever again. Once he gets the message go out there and be you. After all, you deserve it.

fwiw, i struggle with this, too! lol i don't think you can be an artist/musician/person without feeling like this some of the time.

i've also been missing my morning uni class recently and been pretty pissed with myself because of it. :/ if i keep missing/being tardy i risk it effecting my grade/failing, and that is not an option. but at the same time i can't wake up in the morning, either... :[

[staceylala]

i've also been missing my morning uni class recently and been pretty pissed with myself because of it. :/ if i keep missing/being tardy i risk it effecting my grade/failing, and that is not an option. but at the same time i can't wake up in the morning, either... :[

Exactly my problem I get so angry with myself.

[NNinja555]

It's just that on top of all my already preexisting issues that I can usually keep a decent handle on, nothing is going my way today. ****, I can't even eat anything because of a string of unfortunate events that my Facebook friends know about.

That sucks. Just, know things will get better!

[spamwichx]

How could you?! How could you download the leaked soundtrack?! ILLEGALY?! Stealing off our beloved Daft Punk?!

"Oh, but I'll buy the soundtrack anyway."

NOT ****ING GOOD ENOUGH PEOPLE! You still stole from them!

Why can't you be patient guys?! C'mon, seriously. I'm willing to wait. You should be ashamed of yourselves.

(Juni exempt, she really needed something to lift her spirits.)

[The Electronic Man]

Go away, Mr. Preacher. No one loves you.

On a more serious note, I just found out today, at the dinner table, that my Great Uncle Bob died a few months ago. No one told me. Not even Grandpa. I found out when Mom mentioned we really don't have much close family outside the local area. I mentioned Uncle Bob, who lived several states away.

"Oh, he died a few months ago"
"wat"

[tohis]

How could you?! How could you download the leaked soundtrack?! ILLEGALY?! Stealing off our beloved Daft Punk?!

"Oh, but I'll buy the soundtrack anyway."

NOT ****ING GOOD ENOUGH PEOPLE! You still stole from them!

Why can't you be patient guys?! C'mon, seriously. I'm willing to wait. You should be ashamed of yourselves.

(Juni exempt, she really needed something to lift her spirits.)

I for one downloaded it (though haven't had the time to actually listen to it.) simply because I don't buy a pig in a poke. Let's face it, even if it is our beloved Daft Punk, the soundtrack might not be as good as DP's tracks usually are.

For a change I'm not actually pissed off at all. Mostly I'm just chillin'.

[spamwichx]

Go away, Mr. Preacher. No one loves you.

That's MISS Preacher to you. Don't go there, smartass.

It's just disappointing y'know. Daft Punk is one that I will refuse to download. Ever. CD's and vinyl are going to die in the ass soon enough :\