The Pissed Off Thread

[modman]

!!WARNING, BIG OL RANT INBOUND!!

it may sound like an irrational thing to be mad about, but here we go:

over the summer, ive been noticing a few things have been wrong, i had been experiencing the following-
hallucinations - these were never super bad, but i'd see people in my room. sometimes they'd just stand there and sometimes they'd run by my closet door. every time i'd attempt to get a full view at them, they'd disappear. it was rare, but none the less, it was scary
lack of sleep - i think this was due to school, what with it being out and what not, but i could never go to sleep. i would find myself being awake for more than 2 to 3 days, and i would be tired, i just couldn't sleep.
constant paranoia - ive always felt like someone was with me, like i was never alone. always watching me
social difficulties - i have had problems talking and understanding things. i would slur and studder constantly and the simplest of things people would say was so hard to grasp for me

ive talked to people about it and what makes me mad is when i ask for answers, like should i see a doctor or if theres a way to fix this, they wont give me a straight answer. they'll always make it complicated like "well its not really serious but its something to be aware of"

it may be silly that im getting so worked up about it, but it bothers me i cant get a straight answer... or people are and im just not getting i dont know it just... bleh, makes me want to scream sometimes :/

granted, the problems have been receding, i havent "seen" things, i feel alone now, which may sound strange but it feels amazing to me
sleep is slowly working its way back to normal, i still stay up for days, but i can sleep it off, so thats good



it makes me mad how people think talking to myself is awkward or strange. makes me feel weird how ill start talking to myself in public and people will stare at me like im crazy :c


does anyone else find themselves constantly lying? and i mean it gets bad, like really REALLY bad lying? i dont mean to lie like i do, its not like i want people to think differently, its just at times it feels like i have to, i dont want to but i just end up doing it. i dont really know what to do about it


i know a lot of people will probably think its silly i get worked up over silly things, but it really rustles my jimmies to no end, sorry :/

[M3311]

!!WARNING, BIG OL RANT INBOUND!!

it may sound like an irrational thing to be mad about, but here we go:

over the summer, ive been noticing a few things have been wrong, i had been experiencing the following-
hallucinations - these were never super bad, but i'd see people in my room. sometimes they'd just stand there and sometimes they'd run by my closet door. every time i'd attempt to get a full view at them, they'd disappear. it was rare, but none the less, it was scary
lack of sleep - i think this was due to school, what with it being out and what not, but i could never go to sleep. i would find myself being awake for more than 2 to 3 days, and i would be tired, i just couldn't sleep.
constant paranoia - ive always felt like someone was with me, like i was never alone. always watching me
social difficulties - i have had problems talking and understanding things. i would slur and studder constantly and the simplest of things people would say was so hard to grasp for me

ive talked to people about it and what makes me mad is when i ask for answers, like should i see a doctor or if theres a way to fix this, they wont give me a straight answer. they'll always make it complicated like "well its not really serious but its something to be aware of"

it may be silly that im getting so worked up about it, but it bothers me i cant get a straight answer... or people are and im just not getting i dont know it just... bleh, makes me want to scream sometimes :/

granted, the problems have been receding, i havent "seen" things, i feel alone now, which may sound strange but it feels amazing to me
sleep is slowly working its way back to normal, i still stay up for days, but i can sleep it off, so thats good



it makes me mad how people think talking to myself is awkward or strange. makes me feel weird how ill start talking to myself in public and people will stare at me like im crazy :c


does anyone else find themselves constantly lying? and i mean it gets bad, like really REALLY bad lying? i dont mean to lie like i do, its not like i want people to think differently, its just at times it feels like i have to, i dont want to but i just end up doing it. i dont really know what to do about it


i know a lot of people will probably think its silly i get worked up over silly things, but it really rustles my jimmies to no end, sorry :/

Excuse my bluntness, but you don't do any drugs, do you?

[modman]

Excuse my bluntness, but you don't do any drugs, do you?

no i dont do crack. apparently the symptoms i listed match to those of using crack. somebody asked me that on the last community i asked for help from

i dont do any drugs, never have i used any before.

[M3311]

Okay. You say the problems have been "receding". Do you normally suffer from regular symptoms like this? If so, I recommend you seek medical advice. =S

[modman]

Okay. You say the problems have been "receding". Do you normally suffer from regular symptoms like this? If so, I recommend you seek medical advice. =S

uuugh, i hate doctors, i know they help but..

[DJ_Sam_909]

uuugh, i hate doctors, i know they help but..

Well if you want to find out what's wrong with you then you're going to have to face your fears and talk to a doctor! It sounds to me like early symptoms of a psychiatric disorder. It could be treatable but how will you know if you don't seek medical advice?

[piroteki]

perhaps a counselor might be something else you could look into?

[Electronic]

I'm more upset than I am pissed. :c It's hard to explain but in a nutshell but I guess I was taken for granted and all that time wasted on drawings that I thought would make their day didn't mean anything in the end.

I just feel a bitter, dull heartache. I just wanted to see how it was like to open my hand to a person with a different opinion than me and try to be friends. I'm not sure where I went wrong but I guess I couldn't help being me.

(sorry im so sensitive and is probably posting in wrong thread but this is was a mix of emotions and i just need a cookie and a hug right now because everything is upside down right now :c)

[jamesrosenrosen]

I'm more upset than I am pissed. :c It's hard to explain but in a nutshell but I guess I was taken for granted and all that time wasted on drawings that I thought would make their day didn't mean anything in the end.

I just feel a bitter, dull heartache. I just wanted to see how it was like to open my hand to a person with a different opinion than me and try to be friends. I'm not sure where I went wrong but I guess I couldn't help being me.

(sorry im so sensitive and is probably posting in wrong thread but this is was a mix of emotions and i just need a cookie and a hug right now because everything is upside down right now :c)

*hugs* hope all is okay mate... message me if you need to talk

[DJ_Sam_909]

I'm more upset than I am pissed. :c It's hard to explain but in a nutshell but I guess I was taken for granted and all that time wasted on drawings that I thought would make their day didn't mean anything in the end.

I just feel a bitter, dull heartache. I just wanted to see how it was like to open my hand to a person with a different opinion than me and try to be friends. I'm not sure where I went wrong but I guess I couldn't help being me.

(sorry im so sensitive and is probably posting in wrong thread but this is was a mix of emotions and i just need a cookie and a hug right now because everything is upside down right now :c)

Here's a cookie:


And here's a hug:


I can't offer you anything other than images I'm afraid. Sorry Why not show us your drawings instead? You might at least make our day if not your friend. Plus, if you want to talk about it we're all here to listen